Updated: Dec 21, 2019
Thereafter my kids stayed more and more with my parents. They started putting together what was going on. They had woken to a fight between my boyfriend and I had, resulting in a flat screen TV out the door. But when it really slid into home, my daughter and I took a shower together and she kept looking at me. Apparently, I was so surged into the drug world I didn’t embark the size of me. I was 97 lbs at age 37. When you’re under the influence you get so overflowed in derealization in the drug nation.
I needed an anesthetic for the hunger pains. They came out of the blue and they were so violent. My drug was not a healthy source of vitamins and minerals. I remember saying,” this is got to STOP!” But I could only hold out so long watching my boyfriend shoot up every day trying to give him sympathy not knowing what heroin is like. I could only stay sober at most 2 weeks, because I was too weak. I remember chasing him out of the house begging him, “just try a little longer!”